- my hp has no batt
- im not sure where the place is
- im still at eunos mrt when it's 6.40pm
- im in a VERY VERYY bad mood
yes can u believe it. i quarreled with a bus driver. yes over joe. n im still v pissed. it's like when we alighted from the bus he threw his bag on the door. the bus driver then stopped his bus, alighted, then scolded me. im ok cos ya it's joe's fault so i dint say anything initially. budden it got worse n the toopid guy just kept yelling n yelling tht i lost it. yes i screamed back at the bus driver asking him if he thinks joe noes what he's doing n tht if he does it on purpose. i also asked if he could be more understanding. then i shouted that yes i'll pay 3000 bucks if the door is spoilt but issit spoilt? (joe's bag dint have alot of things in it so it wasnt that heavy n there wasnt even a scratch on the bloody bus) n yesh so wads the point of yelling when whats done cannot be undone n that there wasnt any damage done. yesh i was like SUPER PISSED OFF N I ALMOST SCOLDED THE F WORD BUT I WAS MORE CIVILISED SO I DINT. N I DUN UNDERSTAND HOW CAN ANYBODY BE SO INSENSITIVE N EVIL. i tot pple will have higher tolerance for the intellectually disabled but apparently i was wrong. no im not embarrassed or humiliated even though everybody was looking at us, i just felt real disappointed n just ANGRRRY. i do admit tht perhaps i shd have paid more attention budden my hands were full both my hands were holding onto him n dragging him off the bus cos he refused to alight. i dint wan it to happen also but the toopid bus driver just had to rub in it. it's like when we boarded the bus i can sense tht the bus driver wasnt too pleased cos joe was fidgety n i had a hard time retrieving his bus pass. ok whatever after i said my piece i just drag joe n left the bus stop. n yes as we reach this bubble tea shop joe just had to throw the chairs. the bus driver was still looking but i just ignored, picked up the chairs n sent joe home.
oo n fun fact. the bus driver scolded me in chinese but i replied in english which i hav no idea y! haa, come to think of it i just speak my mind, i dint realised i was sprouting eng non-stop until when i was accounting my story to willie.
maybe i shd insist tht yy comes with me whenever i send joe home. or just someone else so such things wont happen again. yes stop being paiseh to do such things like asking pple to help sent joee home cos its a RESPONSIBILITY. n pple wont hav the excuse of like blaming tht it was my negligence.
n yesh im dam proud of myself. yes not let pple bully me. yes stand up for myself. at tht moment i tot i was just going to let the bus driver yell while i apologise meekly but nope i dint. even though i dunno if i did the right thing but it sure feels good to defend n fight. like wad ruth said i shd stop trying to be the nice person all the time esp when times come tht one needs to be the bad person n assert oneself.
whatever. ok im glad i came home so i can cool down abit n reflect.
called kailin to complain n she said i shd type a complain letter then cc to straits times. haa, guess thts not necessary la since it wasnt really the bus driver's fault. n ya no point making someone else's life difficult.
hais. hopefully willie can drop by after his windsurf comp+dinner tingy. it'll totally make my day..